My thoughts and an apology of my own.

Dear all.
It was only a short while ago that I joined Fun-Lite.
Rightly I was originally judged to have not grown enough in the time I was on server so was requested to grow past 400 pop and get a second village. My reason for that is soley that I was concentrating on my s5 account as it was and remains, my first attempt at Travian.
Unfortunately that 2nd village could not be in the heart of the SH as I was not a member, so I settled it a few squares away.
I have to say that. with that in mind, I felt quite isolated especially as I am totally enclosed with MNU and Nikani all around me and they seemed to have a strong bond.
So, when Kait and VV made their move and sent the MM, I decided to take the step across, despite the assurances of BigBoss and BGS tat everything was ok. To both I apologise wholeheartedly for my lack of trust in them.
My lack of experience in FUN was compounded by my location in the midst of MNU/Nikani.

I have to admit my experience since the jump to so-called Nikani-F is that the other wings had no interest in us and despite my thoughts of local support, I was attacked by SU-MNU within hours and my 2nd village destroyed within a matter of a few days.

Despite their knowledge of the attacks, no support came or was offered. My approaches to the other Nikani wings were read but remain unheeded.

In all, my inexperience in the game led me into a stupid decision which I regret. I would not have expected it from my alliance members on s5 and I should have shown you all the same trust and respect.

I don't expect to be offered a place back in FUN although such an offer would be greatly welcomed, and will likely go solo for a while until I decide to delete and move on.

If I don't see you again this server and as I will likely be dumped from the forum, I wish you all the best of luck. Grow strong and fight hard.

Warmest regards
Celtic Warrior (Phil)

well you jut proved to us twice why you shouldnt be with us, number 1 you werent smart enough to settle away from MNU and nikani, 2 you werent smart enough to come back when 80% of the other players did.

i suggest you just delete, not much here worth worrying about

no he proved that he needs help because he is new to the game...he followed his leaders.....

cruel wrote:..he followed his leaders.....

Fun LITE leaders were BIG.BOSS and Dootz, so this statement isnt true